Hello all, It seems strange to have only been a day in-between entries but for it to feel like so long. We’re still at home, though we’ve visited the hospital a lot for shots, medications, or a paracentesis every other day (that is the process of sticking a very long needle into her belly to [...]

Happy Holloween Everyone!  I sure am glad the weather held out and that my little mini mouses are having fun per report from Eldon.  I was voted most likely to stay home with Kai in the event that he threw up so here I am.  He has been under the weather the past few days [...]

I feel very sad, I just spent the past hour writing up a long past due Journel entry and it is gone.  I have no idea where it went but it is gone.  I have so much to say and some ideas I want to pass along so I promise you an update soon.  I [...]

I know that I have said in the past that if you don’t hear from me in a while, I am either on a great vacation doing something great or that things have been pretty hard.  Unfortunately, it has been very little great vacation and too much of pretty hard.  All 3 of my children [...]

I do not even know where to begin.  The past 2-3 weeks have been the hardest, most devistating, most painful, rawly emotional, and helpless weeks I have ever had.  I am embarresed, sad, a little depressed, and still hopeful.  Yes there were plenty of times that I had lost ALL hope but I found myself [...]

I cannot believe that I am actually going to MD Anderson this week.  I ask that your prayers and good thought be turned to asking that I can get into the trial during this visit.  If there has to be a delay, we have to come back home and decide what treatment to start in [...]

I have so much to say and don’t know where to begin.  I have been sitting in front of the computer now for 20 minutes staring at a blank screen.  I started my morning off yesterday by Eldon rolling over in bed and asking me who I had to help me that day.  There was [...]

I am very happy and feel very blessed to be able to update you all tonight to the fact that on Sunday, Eldon recieved and email from our doctor notifying us that as she had taken a closer look at our scans, she thought that they might have been read wrong or possibly compared to [...]

I am not sure if you have noticed this about Eldon and my relationship, but in the most rough times, I tend to crumble and Eldon becomes my rock.  I am SO grateful for him.  I wonder how many others would just walk away?? I just wanted to let you all know, once again, how [...]

I only have a couple of minutes before I loose my laptop battery so I will make this one fast. I had quite an emotional day.  But I am SO greateful for the support I had in every direction I looked.  My mom and dad were up here and helping.  I had texts from Eldon [...]